Lo Key - Losin my mind (lyrics)

Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won’t you rescue me?
Talking to myself

Yo I scribble death letters to myself every day
Sitting here locked away gone astray with my disarray
Mind torn apart by the box that’s in front of me
Trying to erase all the pain that’s become of me

I’m perceived as conceited I’m reaching
And screaming at the top of my lungs WHY
In need of a miracle a spiritual calm to come seep through the walls
And delete the pitch black that you hear in these songs

You might call it a blessing
You might call it depression
You might call it a sick game of Smith & Wesson’s
Mind torn apart and the fans wanna summon me
Live on the stage with their hands right in front of me

I just spit then I exit with a cigarette
Life full of death but it still hasn’t killed me yet
Knife to my chest but there’s still no feeling left
Like me or not I’m a still keep getting checks

Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won’t you rescue me?
Talking to myself

They associate my name with my face
With my raps with my hat with my clothes with my taste
It’s a shame that you hate – wanna burn my body at the stake
I think you’ll find it deep inside that mirrorism if your fate

Mouth stitched shut brain trapped in a dark daze
Suicidal thoughts plague, homicidal talk raised
Crawling in a dark maze clawing at my heart crazed
Staring at the walls up in this coffin in a unmarked grave

I press on like a zombie in this rap game
Praying for a miracle to save me from this black rain
Act strange cause I feel strange
Punching through the walls in my crib just to see if I can feel pain

But only nothingness & numbness stack
I got a feeling that it’s part of why my lungs are black
ribs collapse and I’m drowning in my sin, perhaps
I’ll put the rope around my neck and then I’ll drift to black

Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won’t you rescue me?
Talking to myself

I’m going out of my mind, I’m going out of my mind
I’m going out of my mind, I think I’m losing my mind up in this motherfucker [x2]

Don’t fucking look at me like I’m crazy, I’m not crazy,
y’all made me fucked up, yeah listen,
the world made me this way
so y’all are just gonna have to deal with it,
don’t fucking look at me crazy
fuck that

Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won’t you rescue me?
Talking to myself